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Music From Abuse, Abridged

by Morgan Holleb

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1.
Frustrations 02:29
I wanna be better for you I wanna be your strong confident man Protect you with these arms Your body is beautiful Take me in, take me Let me dominate you sweetly Take me in, take me If I was made like you If I was made like you Your cock your comfortable sexuality Your pretty boy, your sweetheart Take me in, take me Let me dominate you sweetly Take me in, take me
2.
Beast 02:08
It's the demon in my mouth who's responsible for my tear in your eye The strangest feeling has come over me I can't wonder why I forgot how to dream without you All I see are these TV channels Where the actors are laughing Over acne medication [scream] I forgot how to dream without you All I see are these TV stations Where the actors are laughing With the used car salesmen [ha ha ha] I am weak, I am wussy, I am stuck inside An expressionless mess Dropping bowling balls on your toes Just so I can confess I forgot how to dream without you All I see are these TV channels Where the actors are laughing Just like Animal planet Animals [scream] I forgot how to dream without you All I see are these TV stations Where the actors are laughing With the used car salesmen We don't have to work this out Just leave it to the beast in me And the funeral flower in you We don't have to work this out Just leave it to the beast in me We don't have to work this out Just leave it to the beast in me And the funeral flower in you We don't have to work this out Just leave it to the beast in me
3.
It's the demon in my mouth who's responsible for my tear in your eye The strangest feeling has come over me but I can't wonder why I forgot how to dream without you All I see are these TV channels Where the actors are laughing Over acne medication I forgot how to dream without you All I see are these TV stations Where the actors are laughing With the ancient aliens I am weak, I am wussy, I am stuck inside and expressionless mess Dropping bowling balls on your toes just so I can confess I forgot how to dream without you All I see are these TV channels Where the actors are laughing Over acne medication I forgot how to dream without you All I see are these TV stations Where the actors are laughing With the used car salesmen We don't have to work this out Just leave it to the beast in me and the funeral flower in you We don't have to work this out Just leave it to the beast in me We don't have to work this out Just leave it to the beast in me and the funeral flower in you We don't have to work this out Just leave it to the beast in me
4.
Lo-Fi Loving 03:23
Lo-fi loving (pop!) Lo-fi loving (crack!) Lo-fi loving (hiss!) Lo-fi loving (joop!) I rest your head on my shoulder Child-like woman on the orange couch With candle fire suffering sleeps Slowly masking trespassing dreams In shadow fuzz, nervous, there's no need 'Cause lo-fi loving hides our infidelities Infidelities Lo-fi loving (pop!) Lo-fi loving (crack!) Lo-fi loving (hiss!) Lo-fi loving (joop!) Touching you through your cotton shirt Hard nipples and foggy eyes Holding you closer, kissing the bite mark on your neck I'm your lover on the orange couch Where dishonest wine floats on our breath Tempting each other with safe distorted and sex Penning our story around us Pushing the ugly words, painful pieces into the binding Lo-fi loving (pop!) Lo-fi loving (crack!) Lo-fi loving (hiss!) Lo-fi loving (joop!)
5.
C F C When my boyfriend hits me, he shows that he loves me He validates me with every piece of attention G D F C Nothing is more painful than being ignored Nothing is more painful than being ignored When my boyfriend hits me, I know that he needs me The bruises are his way of showing affection Nothing hurts as much as being neglected Nothing hurts as much as being neglected Nothing is more painful than being ignored Nothing is more painful than being ignored

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Iffy pop music made in the boring chaos of trauma and abuse. Performance in many layers.

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released July 30, 2014

Tracks 1., 2., and 4. feature Morgan's abusive ex-boyfriend, Charles Potashner.

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Plant Dad Glasgow, UK

Sad queer boy bedroom music by Morgan Lev Edward Holleb.

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